The Audacity of Hope by Barack Obama
2007
Weight: 9.6 oz
Method of Disposal: Donating
If I had not already been a fan of Barack Obama, I would have become one after reading his memoirs. I cannot begin to tell you how much I miss having a competent, collected, savvy leader. I know there are many people out there that can empathize. His memoirs were great. They were interesting and inspiring. He showed you some flaws, many of his strengths, his passion for helping people, and his sense of community. The love story of Barack and Michelle was fun to read about. He had a perfect past to set him up for leadership. He had spent ample time in other countries, which broadened his mind, no doubt, but he had a clear love for America and was an established American (since that was such a big issue to the birthers, like Trump himself). His work as a community organizer, his upbringing, his family, his being young and doing what young people do--all of it made him a real person that so many of us could connect with/see ourselves reflected in for so many different reasons and in different ways.
Obama really did give me hope and made me expect more and want better. I did not feel like the things I had heard growing up about politicians held true anymore, not to me. I was able to break out of the mindset that "all politicians are corrupt" and that "both parties are the same." The idea that the government does not exist for the people. I began to really think about just how hard of a job it would be to be the President of the United States of America. I can tell you, even if it were on the table, I would turn that job down! It takes a special person, and Obama was uniquely special.
I would not have wanted him to serve more than 8 years because I appreciate our democracy and the rules that are in place to stop us from having a dictatorship. That being said, it is hard to imagine how different 2020 would have looked with a leader like Obama. It is painful anyway, because the last four years have been so trying and overwhelming. I wake up every morning expecting there to be another massive news event or emergency and, most of the time, there is. I think of Naomi Klein's Shock Doctrine, and I see it happening all around me. It is terrifying.
We are really in a mess now and, while I am grateful to Biden for stepping up, I do not envy him. Can you imagine being the leader of this ship?
To this day, I am soothed by Obama's words when he speaks publicly. His voice is reassuring and his composure helps me regain mine. I dream of having another leader like him. What a difference we could make in America. Also, and I never quite realized how much this meant to me before Trump, what are all the great American things that we could preserve. This has been a scary time for our democracy, and I am worried about how much damage has been done, though I hope this is just the chaos of old ideas dying off. The rallying cry of people who no longer have a footing in a new, more progressive world. I want to hope that we are on the precipice of something we can all be proud of creating, even as it looks like we are losing ourselves to global warming, violence, and individualism. Thank you, Obama, for helping me know that dreaming big is not being unrealistic. It is important and necessary. We have to dream big to make big changes, and the changes we make (for better or worse) will be felt for generations to come.
